So I survived my five days of babysitting well I guess you can call it kid sitting they aren't really babies anymore!!!!! My week was filled with running from one side of town to the other, laundry and lots of it, making sure no one killed or hurt anyone else and dealing with a mouthy teenager and a moody pre-teen!!!!!! Jeesh it almost put me over the edge!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It makes me very thankful that I can come back home to my quiet peaceful and comfy house!!!!
But it also makes me think about what my life would be like if I had my own children to care for on a daily basis. I love the fact that I can come home anytime I want, go to bed anytime I want and just plain relax if I want, but on the other hand it makes me sad that I don't have any! I never dreamed that this would be how my life would end up, I always thought I would be married by now with a couple of kids and be the stay at home mom that I have always wanted to be, but I guess God has other plans for my life.
I am not giving up hope that someday soon that will happen, but I guess for now I will just stick to spoiling other people's children and loving on everybody else's babies until I can love on my own. It's kinda nice to love on them and then give them back to their parents, but on the other hand it makes me want them even more.
So tonight when you say your prayers include a little one for me!!!! I could use some cheering up right now! Good night all my dear friends, I love you all and you know who you are!
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